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David |
David Online
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28/Mar/2001:16:41:12 |
What a great page. I loved reading the diary and the coming
out Story.
I am the editor for DMOZ.ORG or Netscape or Google etc...
for gay PHP
and yours is listed!
I hope you keep it going and I will email you when i next
come to
London with the other half, but i bet you get hundreds of
people saying
that!
All the best
Dave
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Bob Nobles |
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28/Mar/2001:01:59:46 |
How do I start this. I feel like I know "YOU" better
by reading your
diary. Who said "There's no happy ending"' You found
it with Mark and
its a shame I'll really don't know what he looks like. What
you
actually saw in Him. I am a ex GI having retired in 1968.
I was
stationed two (2) different times in England. 1st at Fairford
and the
last time at Woodbrige. I enjoyed it over there and learned
to
appreciate my ENGLISH Hertiage. Once I retired from the military
I went
to college. Majored in History and Minored in Political Science.
Taught
for 25 yrs and retired for the 2nd time in 1996. My very best
to you
and Mark. May your LOVE for each other endure for EVER. Bob
in Middle
Georgia. |
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V |
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28/Mar/2001:00:13:08 |
I can't believe what some people put up here, complaining
about the
site or wanking off over P's looks or whatever you're doing!
Have most
of you nothing new to say? Well, excuse me a moment for whining
petulantly here - which isn't the place for this, but I would
just like
to announce to an indifferent audience that unlike, if you'll
excuse
me, presumably most of you, I didn't have a good Coming Out
experience
years ago (which only came about after years of bottling all
kinds of
childhood abuse up and then practically imploding in front
of someone
one night). I very naively thought at the time that now that
I'd Outed
myself, and continued to do so to some other people, that
maybe, just
maybe, finally life would begin for me at last, and that I'd
claim some
of the happiness that I'd missed all those years growing up.
Wrong.
Instead, here I am, a - shock! - sad old virgin at 29 (childhood
abuse
doesn't count, right?), ugly as fuck, so to speak; clumsy,
lonely,
devastatingly s |
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Steve |
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27/Mar/2001:23:09:31 |
Hi P. I think that what somone else wrote was a bit fair enough
you can
talk about yourself a bit too much in detail and your boyfriend
sounds
like hes screwing you up in more than one way.But people wouldn't
keep
reading your stuff if they didn't want to would they. So keep
writing
away I guess you'll have better stuff about work etc to write
about
soon enough . Remember if you get fedup that lots of people
gay and
everything else have lots of crazy lives; I wish I had 'just'
your
problems! :) Steve. |
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Luc |
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27/Mar/2001:23:01:41 |
Well,
I remain Utterly convinced that you're Extremely self-absorbed
- a
quality that, admittedly, you need to have to a certain extent
by the
very nature of your site, but Even So! It's most entertaining,
checking
back to see whay's the current Trauma Of The Day, and as for
that
Boyfriend of yours... Well! Stand up for yourself by all means,
but
Good God Man - if any of your friends came to you with That
kind of
story you'd have told them to run for it long ago! Sulking
through
exhibitions, self-absorbed in bed, whining about the cinema,
et-bloody-
cetera! He's Absolutely Hilarious! So, carry on with the site
and the
updates, even if a few sarcy bastards like me out there find
it a bit
like a car crash. We just can't stop looking...
Luc
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Jim |
Gay Writes |
26/Mar/2001:18:16:03 |
Hi, I hit on your site after looking at yahoo to see how my
own website
was listed. Yours is way cool. I will send you a personal
email too,
but I would love it if you someday contributed to my site.
Think about
it. Your personal accounts are beautiful. Thanks for sharing
with the
world. Jim. |
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Meyer |
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26/Mar/2001:15:12:11 |
WOW!!! I wish I would have had the support that you had when
I came
out to my parents way back when. I wasn't living at home at
the time
and they changed the locks on the doors and their phone number.
It
would be six months before I would speak to them. But as the
years
passed, they became very supportive (guess it's true about
blood being
thicker than water). My mother (may she rest in peace) actually
turned
out to be quite the "fag hag."
Just remember to always hold your head up high and be proud
of who you
are and what you accomplish in life. And never regret that
you are gay.
I'm very glad I came across your diary.
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duane |
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25/Mar/2001:08:27:02 |
Just finished your diary..great job. I'm a grey gay and remembered
those
same emotions and social pressure. wish you sucess,love and
peace. |
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Brian |
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24/Mar/2001:22:42:40 |
Hey!
~I just finished readin' your diary and it's like a very inspiring
thing. I never ever thought about coming out to anyone ever
in my
school. It occurred to me at all. I have to be brief, but
I'll just
say, I told a large group of people about me being gay. This
is THE
most inspirational website I've ever been to.
~Brian |
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Kenny McC |
My Home Page
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24/Mar/2001:21:47:37 |
Hi P,
Firstly, I have to echo a lot of the thoughts in this book
that you are
sooooo cute.
Secondly, I would have posted in the forum but didnt have
a clue what
to say!
Thirdly, this site is amazing, and truly inspiring, if I werent
"out"
to everyone already i`d go and do it after reading this, it
isnt often
that something can inspire a person that much. It goes to
show that you
are an amazing writer, and id definately buy any and all of
ur books,
if and when they are published.
Luv from, Kenny McC |
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Bryan |
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24/Mar/2001:15:42:47 |
I just got done reading what you wrote and i am going through
what you
already went through. i sat here almost in tears about what
you said.
No body knows that i am gay and i really am scared to tell
everyone but
i think that after hearing what you wrote i fell alot better
about who
i am and i am actually smileing. Just out of curiosity do
u ever hear
from any of the kids from the story or have you guys kinda
all gone
your own ways? i guess i am kinda asking cause i kinda wana
tell a good
friend but i dont know how he will take it. well i have to
go so i will
see you later
see ya,
bryan |
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Jacky |
IceZone
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24/Mar/2001:13:22:00 |
Hajimemasite.
I came here by chance. Nice to meet you anyway. |
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moaz |
www.gaylink.com |
24/Mar/2001:12:05:21 |
Hi
Iam agay men then Ilove you very much but Ithink How Imeet
to you in
order to fucking and sucking
best regards
m-s |
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moaz |
www.gaylink.com |
24/Mar/2001:11:51:16 |
Hi
Iam agay men then Ilove you very much but Ithink How Imeet
to you in
order to fucking and sucking
best regards
m-s |
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moaz |
www.gaylink.com |
24/Mar/2001:11:46:55 |
Hi
Iam agay men then Ilove you very much but Ithink How Imeet
to you in
order to fucking and sucking
best regards
m-s |
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Mike |
World Beat Planet
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24/Mar/2001:00:30:46 |
I love your page. You're really cute!
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Andi |
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23/Mar/2001:21:22:34 |
Hey. I loved your page. I am not gay but anyone with as much
courage as
you gets my respect. |
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janelle |
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22/Mar/2001:20:50:02 |
What a brave, brave person you are. I am not gay, but have
respect for
anyone who can be honest about themselves, and their life.
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Ralph Nix |
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22/Mar/2001:17:21:53 |
I found your article very good. I could relate to it in several
sections of it. I serve in the military and am out in every
aspect
except the military. I wish you the best of luck in your ventures.
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JP |
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21/Mar/2001:19:23:06 |
Your courage and wisdom are admirable. Congratulations on
all you have
accomplished, and I am sure that happiness is something that
will
always live on you doorstep.
Take care, and keep in touch if you wish. |
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simon green |
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20/Mar/2001:22:56:20 |
very satisfying to read. i'm coming to terms, that i'm bisexuial.
thank you. simon. |
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Tracy |
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20/Mar/2001:13:42:06 |
This should be made into a movie.
We need more honest it's O.K. to be gay flicks and it's a
good story
even without any explicit sex.
Luck to you in the future,
Tracy |
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Richard C.Benge
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20/Mar/2001:06:57:32 |
I found your coming out story truley encouraging. I STILL
havnt come
out to my family, and I am fast approaching my fortieth year.
Ah, well,
I suppose I'll get round to it. May Athena guide your steps.
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19/Mar/2001:22:42:36 |
excellant site. maybe someday i can achieve the same acceptance
u have.
Well done. |
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Dave Dickinson |
Dave - An UK Gay Youth
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19/Mar/2001:18:43:19 |
Hi there I have viewed your site and it is gr8!! Hope you'll
view mine
and add it to your links section, take care, please mail me
and view my
site.
Loads of kisses, Dave UK. |
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Dave Dickinson |
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19/Mar/2001:18:41:13 |
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Ciacci Garcia
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19/Mar/2001:18:13:32 |
Yes! I will pay a quid!!!!! hataraite masu ka! shigoto senazai!!!!!
lol
jodan dakedo! gambate masu ka! |
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danielle |
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19/Mar/2001:15:08:05 |
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nice page guys!! good luck in the future! 1 |
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tesend |
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19/Mar/2001:07:24:14 |
Your homepage is just wonderful. I read through all the diaries.
You've done a great job. Best wishs, |
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Johan |
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19/Mar/2001:06:28:03 |
I think reading your diary is worth a pound, put then the
way of paying
must be secure. But of course I hope you continue to be free.
Maybe you should make a book of your diary - it's much better
than many
novels. |
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melanie |
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18/Mar/2001:23:06:03 |
hi, i think this page is excellent. i am not gay but i think
that the
way u handled your life was really well done. by having this
site u r
helping many young people come to terms with being gay well
done. |
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Ann |
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18/Mar/2001:20:49:11 |
LOL--you're quite a guy! The world would benefit from more
people like
you! |
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Miguel |
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18/Mar/2001:06:38:42 |
Hi! I liked your story so far and think you are extremely
intelligent
and ballsy. I admire what you have done so far and truly wish
I had had
the courage to do likewise when I was your age. My coming
out story is
very different because I tried to "re_educate" myself
towards women and
even had a fourteen year marriage which produced two beautifull
children. I am now a freer man 'cause I live as a grown up
that at age
forty accepted his true orientation and only regret having
denied my
true nature all those years. Hence my admiration of the strong
mind and
gut you have shown in admitting your real self to yourself
and others.
God Bless. Miguel |
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Alec Kemp |
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17/Mar/2001:23:17:40 |
Dear Philippe,
I have just read your story and nearly cried!! I greatly admire
you for
your honesty and openness.
You are a great guy!! Keep up your work for the gay community.
It is a real privilege to know you. Hopefully we can meet
up again soon
Lots of love
Alec xx |
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scott |
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17/Mar/2001:22:08:50 |
hi P that story was good,it most have took alot of courage
to come out I
think u were really brave I'm 33 -&- i really scared about
coming out. I
have to one person but then I told him that I was only jokingbut
he
really knos that I'm I think m mother already thinks I'm but
I won't
confirm it with her. Thank that was good to read your diary.
have great life and enjoy every minute of it.
Scott |
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Antonio |
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16/Mar/2001:09:34:50 |
Well id like so much the history also its very similar in
the begining to
mine but im not out i started also very young and i was very
confused for
a long time im okay now and bravo for you
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NyghtCaster |
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16/Mar/2001:05:53:49 |
Hi,
It took a lot of courage but you managed to do it and I am
very proud
of you. I hope that you take care of yourself and all the
best wishes
to you.
NyghtCaster
xoxo |
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James |
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16/Mar/2001:05:37:55 |
Hi
Im gay and ive still not come out yet, im going to try and
tell someone
soon your site and has helped me make a decision about what
I should
do. I tired of being depressed all the time and never being
able to
have a "normal" life. But there is always a ray
of hope and ive found
it in ThatP
Thanx
James |
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Steve |
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15/Mar/2001:21:05:43 |
Hey - i read your coming out story - you're a cool guy :O)
Also
tooooooocute lol. I like reading other guys coming out stories
- Im at
the 'few friends know' stage - wayyyyy behind you hehe - but
being 20
yrs older than you makes it a bit easier I think - Im already
comfortable with who I am. Still - its a risk telling other
people. Thx
for your writing. And hey - those blue lenses - wahhhhh! |
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Jeff Benson |
ibenson |
15/Mar/2001:16:53:21 |
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I like web diaries. Thought your's was interesting. |
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Katy Browne |
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15/Mar/2001:10:20:58 |
I was very interested in reading your story, it is very similar
along
these lines with what I went through. It is very hard to come
out to
your parents because of the feeling of being disowned when
you really
want them to understand and support you. Some people are lucky
with
their families, some are not. I was lucky that my family were
understanding. And I am now in a relationship which is 10
years going
strong!
I say good luck with your life and I hope you find what you
want. |
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Don Combs |
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14/Mar/2001:19:37:01 |
Very interesting and nice story about a really courageous
guy. Wish I
could know you, your what I need. |
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Aki1978 |
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13/Mar/2001:07:52:18 |
What is the baby's name? Awww..I melted READING that account.
Smiles and hugs for the baby, Mark and YOU too :-)
Aki |
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Charles Savio |
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12/Mar/2001:01:07:29 |
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Very well presented site. Cheers! |
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Toshiko
Koyama |
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09/Mar/2001:06:41:09 |
P, ganbattene.. kitto iikoto aruyo
a lots of love,
toshiko |
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Aki |
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08/Mar/2001:20:57:46 |
Aww..
I am really sorry to hear about you being 'used -&- abused'
in all those
ways. I hope things get sorted out.
smiles,
aki |
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Mike |
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08/Mar/2001:17:48:46 |
Very well written! You are so cute, I sure wish you were here!
Good
Luck with everything! |
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Gwynn |
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07/Mar/2001:23:10:56 |
Thanks for the good read P. I have travelled a similar road
to
yourself but over a much greater time and still not to the
same
degree. I'm now going to read the rest of your site, so take
care.
G |
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Gwynn |
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07/Mar/2001:23:08:56 |
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john |
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06/Mar/2001:14:51:44 |
Hi
Great to hear your tribulations. I am 55 and have always been
gay,
known it since I was 11. Joined the Royal Navy and had to
hide my
sexuality, and that was terrible for me. Got married as a
smoke screen
and have 2 children aged 29 and 27 (was not a wise or good
thing to
do). Had a rough childhood so I have made sure they are both
well
brought up and cared for. Retired from Navy 5 years ago and
decided to
come out, but only did so on 6th February 2001 (it takes time
to get
ones life together and get into a situation that you can come
out, as
you well know) and that was quite symbolic as it was my 55th
birthday
(symbolic for me cause I was born gay).
I am struggling with dishonest guys who don't seem capable
of having a
relationship let alone keeping a promise. As a caring, loving
and loyal
guy I am easily hurt and because I have never had any relatives
in this
country I have always felt rather alone. But now I really
am alone and
struggling with failed gay contacts.
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06/Mar/2001:00:57:01 |
hey man, jsut finished reading your inspiring story. I know
what you
went through with the thoughts before coming out...contemplating
within
yourself if the decision is right or wrong.
i wish i had the guts to admit my being gay to others, i think
i take
for granted that i've been called gay pretty much since my
late-teens
until today. i guess that most people know it because of my
lack of
girlfriends (0). i'm totally straight-acting on the outside
to anyone i
meet and this hurts me i think. how can i ever get to know
any fellow
gays without first revealing myself (by going to a club, meeting
others
thru someone, etc)?
i havent told anyone, not even my parents, but i have ayougner
buddy
who knows i think. we once made a bet, the loser had to give
the other
guy a blowjob and we both agreed to the bet. i think shawn
is gay, he's
22 and never had a girlfriend, and figured he won the bet
and demanded
his payment. i claimed that we nevr really researched the
answer (the
bet was abou |
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lou chirs |
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05/Mar/2001:16:45:51 |
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Thank you |
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Oliver |
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04/Mar/2001:22:09:16 |
Well done. Writing that must have taken some courage, not
to mention
what you went through. |
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Dave |
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04/Mar/2001:19:12:08 |
Good on you, I only wish I had had the balls to do what you
did when I
was in school and not wait until I was in my late 20s. Soceity
can make
trying to live life as who you are so hard.. |
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Tudor |
none |
03/Mar/2001:23:52:34 |
Dear P,
I think that your a brave guy and reading your account, although
you say it has been
pusblished for your own personal reasons, has helped me to
undertand that being "gay"
is not homegenous at all. Your account differs a great deal
to mine. I am 29 and came
out last year. I suppose I differ because a) my mother asked
me b) I told the rest of my
family within 6 months(defianltly) c) I realised that I could
be disowned as you suggest,
but made provision for such a remote chance (through that
I learnt a lot of independence
even though it did not happen - hence my assertive approach)
and d) I announced to
friends and family after 6 months that I had, indeed, being
living with my lover for a
year.
I empathise a lot, because through your account, your French
upbringing, dual
nationality, whatever it is, becomes transparent. The best
thing you can do is live abroad
for a while. I am half British and Spanish. If you are a mix
as I presume you are, that will
add a further confusion w |
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David |
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03/Mar/2001:14:49:07 |
Absolutely brilliant!! Well done!
I never had the nerve to come out at school, and sometimes
wish that I
am more honest with some of my friends now!
Take care xx |
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srinivas |
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03/Mar/2001:14:22:25 |
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Tyrone Deere |
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03/Mar/2001:03:43:52 |
Dear Friend,
Perhaps, just perhaps,it is a little easier today than it
was 30 or
more years ago. Your story will help others for sure.
Sincerely. T.C. |
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Robert |
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02/Mar/2001:21:56:48 |
Thanks, your story made me feel much better. I have just started
to
come out myself and I have just told my best friend via a
letter. I am
waiting till he gets a chance to read it. Then we can talk
like we
have never before
Thanks
Rob |
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David |
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02/Mar/2001:21:33:16 |
Great page. Read your coming our story and was very moved.
This is a
very inspirational story and I hope everyone who needs it
reads it.
Keep up the great work on this site. Oh yeah great pictures.
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Gunnar Bickerstaffe
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02/Mar/2001:19:08:47 |
I found your story compelling reading (an excellent resource
for people
in a similar situation) and it brought back alot of the very
stong and
potent feelings that I too had at those ages, though they
were more
provintionally based (Nott'm). I never got chucked out but
I never
(still haven't come out) to parents so did not have to walk
the
streets. That came later in my 20's which is a double edged
experience,
I can fully appreciate both sides of the un/homeless coin.
Of course
these things impact on our lives so now age 37 I'm in the
final year of
Uni, hopimg to start a new life without living on the line
all the time.
Great piece,
Keep up the good work and be Happy (or else OK [joke]}
Peace- spirit of '69
Gunnar |
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Trespasser |
Internet
Top 5 Sites |
02/Mar/2001:11:53:41 |
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Cool page you got. I invite you to try IExploiter.com:s new
idea of traffic-building. They got really good idea for everybody.
Check this site out: http://iexploiter.com/toplist/top5.asp
, and read their info. =) Yours, - Trespasser - |
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Matthew |
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01/Mar/2001:00:49:18 |
Very cute. Loved the pics, and loved the site. I read all
of your
coming out story, very emotional. I wish I had a web page
like this.
More than that I wish I had been this brave (at 25 I'm still
only
coming to terms with being gay). Keep up the good work.
Take care, Be Happy -&- Be Safe. |
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Aki |
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28/Feb/2001:13:29:41 |
OMG..You are more cute, everytime I hit the 'refresh' button!
(sorry,
that was a lame pick-up-sort line, but I think u know what
I mean!)
Smiles..
'ki |
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Aki |
Aki's
Diary |
28/Feb/2001:13:24:01 |
First of all...OMG...you are so cute!!!
Secondly, you write even better! (I just wish some of them
were in
a 'summary' form, or that I had started reading them a lot
earlier, so
there wouldn't have been an overdose of it for one day!).
I still
tonnes to read on your page, and familiarize more with your
story, but
I'll catch up soon.
I'll end this here for now, coz I am supposed to study for
an exam..
Will check up on your page later..
*smiles*
aki |
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Hugo |
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28/Feb/2001:04:52:54 |
I have a same situation as you and I feel impress to your
homepage.I
leran a lot of things in your homepage and I like to be a
friend with
you.I am gay too and you are absolutely handsome.Can we be
friends and
you may add me if you have icq and me number was 102130842.Hope
to hear
from you soon and hear your advice ,man.Let us be friends....bye
and
take good care |
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Big Gay Al |
Big Gay
Al's Lounge |
27/Feb/2001:18:19:28 |
All I can say is
WOW!!
Just read your coming out story...sounded soooooo familiar!
I will return! Keep up the good work!
Luv
Alex |
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Mike Morrison |
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21/Feb/2001:03:46:56 |
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just to say hi |
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Jonathan |
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20/Feb/2001:14:30:07 |
Very good story of your life, the world needs more people
like you who
can be afraid but still have truth and understanding not to
deny ones
true self. Keep up the love of helping others understand being
gay
isn't a fad it is ones life. Take care, Jonathan |
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Dennis |
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19/Feb/2001:22:22:33 |
Have never bothered to sign a guestbook but your writing deserved
the
bother. Write if you have time.
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arun |
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18/Feb/2001:16:26:23 |
Dear ThatP,
Here I am, reading your story again, after 2 years. When I
first read
your story I was astonished to see similarities with my life.
I had not
come out, and still have not. But then I was so much against
myself,
thinking I am having games with my other boy friends, and
am really not
what people call a perverted mind.
I have been terribly psychologically affected, I am still
not able to
be happy about the fact that I am gay. I keep getting suicidal
thoughts
and feel unwanted by my community and society.
I only wish I had your courage, your type of people, your
friends, your
life, and your type of society. |
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kevin bueltel |
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17/Feb/2001:02:03:50 |
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wow i came out when i was 41 |
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kevin |
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Raj |
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16/Feb/2001:09:44:36 |
Hi ,
Your site is interesting,Man...
Will review it at leisure...
Good work...whatever little i saw of it...
hope to come back soon,
Raj |
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Jamie |
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15/Feb/2001:18:40:11 |
I really enjoyed your story. Rings a lot of bells. Sorry to
read you
are having problems with your bf at the moment. I hope everything
works
out for you. Jamie x |
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Alex |
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15/Feb/2001:10:11:07 |
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Paul Scherper |
none |
13/Feb/2001:02:00:26 |
Excellent, verbalization.... it brought smiles and tears to
me.. thank
you |
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Alexis |
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12/Feb/2001:05:57:44 |
Hey this is a great web site, i really liked reading about
your life
and the way you have been dealing things... good luck, and
if you want
to have new friends, from across the Atlantic just write me.
Alexis |
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simon |
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12/Feb/2001:00:39:50 |
i have just read your story, it strikes many familiar chords
with me, i
eventually came out to more or less everyone except my family,
but i
did this in my 30's!
it isnt ever too late to do it, and life is so much better
having done
it now, but i know i couldnt have done it in my teens, or
even in my
20's, but i did have some help from some very good friends
in the end
i had similar reactions to you, from never talking to one
guy again, to
a good friend who i thought wouldnt like it telling mein no
uncertain
terms how cross he was that i hadnt told him years before
and asking
why i thought he would care! others just said so what, others
think its
brill that i told them
well done for sharing your experience, i guess that broadly
speaking
the experience is the same terror filled rollercaoster before
you tell
people, with the realisation that actually it really isnt
too bad! |
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Charles Loper |
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11/Feb/2001:00:10:02 |
I am just surprised at your willingness to have people read
your
storey. My storey is not unsimilar, however, my father was
fine, just
wished that I didn't have to be exposed to all that hatred.
My mother,
on the other hand, over reacted. Things are fine now, for
the most
part, but that was 22 yrs. ago. |
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David |
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09/Feb/2001:04:30:56 |
Enjoyed reading your diary - you're very courageous. I wish
I could
come out. Maybe someday soon.
Thanks. |
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alex |
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06/Feb/2001:00:17:42 |
Hey Andy,
I wish I'd had your courage.
Alex |
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Lynn Stevenson |
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04/Feb/2001:22:19:51 |
Good Story
Some day we wont have to go through all of the BS...The World
Is Full
Of People,But There Are Damn Few Human Beings.....
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Nick |
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04/Feb/2001:19:18:17 |
Hi
Thanks for your honest story. I only wish I had ahd the courage
when I
was your age. Life would have been a lot easier for me.
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Adrian Gonzalez |
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04/Feb/2001:01:19:24 |
Im 14 years old and as i read your story you gave me courage
to
confront all the problems i have with the fact that Gay. I
wen through
some of the same real-life experiences.Since the third grade
i was
laughed at and told that i was gay and that hurted me a lot.Finally
im
now in my Freshmen year and a teacher in school and a wonderful
counselor have helped me understand that there is nothing
wrong about
being gay.I finally today feel the courage to come out to
my mom who i
dearly love, I know it is a hard road ahead but with the courage
and
love of god nothing is imposible.Thank you for sharing your
experience
which has been very helpfull to me.
Sincerely ,
Adrian Gonzalez |
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Jeffrey Grant |
JAGART
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02/Feb/2001:18:45:16 |
This is the best website! You are so real! I hope you are
doing well.
Hey! Your so hot! You probably hear that alot : ) Please visit
my
website too, read my bio and see my art sketches. I would
love to draw
you! Don't forget to sign my guestbook. You have a new friend
; ). Take
Care! Jeffrey Allen Grant x |
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Gary |
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02/Feb/2001:09:33:12 |
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Thank You for sharing..Nice Job |
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J.Robbins |
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31/Jan/2001:07:12:50 |
No need to have to tell those stiffs in school about you being
gay.
Just live your life and be happy.
But i enjoyed your story and wish you all the
best for now and ever.
Take care
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Jan |
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31/Jan/2001:02:00:27 |
Hey P,
ich hoffe Du kannst immer noch GERMAN :-)
It was fun going through your HP. Keep on writing your Log.
And most of
all, enjoy every moment. Especially every moment in Love.
:-)
A big hug
Jan -&- (Torsten) Germany |
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Tim |
Tim's
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30/Jan/2001:21:24:14 |
Hi P,
It is so wonderful to hear your news! I am sure you and Mark
will be
very happy - even more than you are now. It has been 10 months
since
Rick and I got married and every day is better than the last
one. I
would not trade a moment with him for anything.
Now all you need to do is figure out how to broadcast your
wedding over
the net so we can all join in your celebration when the time
comes.
I know you will both have a lot of things to work out before
you can go
forward with any wedding plans, but hang onto each other and
the love
you share and you will be able to overcome all obstacles.
Trust Mark
and the love he has for you.
Much Love,
Tim |
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Zed |
The World, Six. Zed,
Nil. |
28/Jan/2001:17:45:46 |
I spend nearly every Saturday in central Canterbury (boring
as it may
seem to you, it beats Carlisle, a city only by name, which
I was stuck
with for nineteen years). However, that Saturday, where was
I instead?
London!
Anyway, I've been reading devotedly for about two years now.
I'd like
to see updates from Russia, and, in my experience of journal
keeping,
I've found it's good to keep a record of trips while they're
happening.
You could just write while you're there and upload later,
when it's
less expensive, right? |
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jac |
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27/Jan/2001:22:07:12 |
wow, what a story. it's a really good site, and suppose helped
me
understand myself better. Anyway GOOD LUCK with the future,
all the
best jac xxx |
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R |
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I was inspired! |
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Jamie |
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25/Jan/2001:23:47:30 |
I'm sorry,
I am appologizing for all the mean jokes and things that I
have said
about other peoples race and sexuality. I have tears in my
eyes right
now just thinking of the things that I have said. Most of
these things
were not really for comedy or meanness, they were to hide
the truth
about myself. I live in a small town in the heart of Oklahoma,
my
nickname is "Bubba" and you can't imagine how hard
it is, to be who you
really are. Well, I guess you can!
Not one single person in the world knows that I am gay, and
I am pretty
sure that it will always be that way. There are so many stories
that I
have told about different girls and relationships that aren't
true.
But, where I live, being gay is not allowed... My father is
a jockey
(races horses)and we live a very secluded life compaired to
what goes
on in the big cities. My family is very religious, I call
them pew
jumpers or holy rollers. My grandfather was our local minister
and
when he passed my grandmother fille |
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AE |
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23/Jan/2001:19:34:50 |
"I am glad I ran across your site.Enjoyed your writings
very much.And
thank you for the oppurtunity to say a few things.Rarely do
I ever
comment on the net but you struck a chord."
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Jack |
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23/Jan/2001:05:42:58 |
Just read your story about discovering you are gay and your
coming out
to family, friends and schoolmates. It is a beautifully-written
account which brought tears to my eyes. I do not have your
courage. I
have always held jobs that made it impossible. I live in the
very
conservative middle of the USA. In the November election,
70 percent
of the voters in my state voted to amend our state constitution
to ban
same sex marriages, same sex unions and domestic partnerships
-- in
effect banning gay relationships. The campaign was financed
by funds
from the Catholic and Mormon churches in other states.
I have not been with a man for many years and am very frustrated.
I am
being treated for depression, mostly due, I think, to the
inability to
live an open gay life with a normal level of sexual activity.
Jerking
off long ago became very boring. But, alas, that's it, for
now. I
live in a very small town.
You're a very attractive person and I envy you. |
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Timothy Sean Doherty
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23/Jan/2001:03:09:24 |
First of all, Thank you.
What you said, much of it resonated within my own life. Although
my
circumstances are certaintly different from yours, the overwhelming
pain and confusion cannot be denied. I found your descriptions
powerful, you found words for feelings I am unable to express
in
words. As for myself, I'm still unsure, but your depiction
of a
steadfast friend, a loving mother, and week upon week of visiting
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