my sexuality until last years of college. I would always deny my sexual attractions
towards guys and make excusses to myself. talk about a major mental battle.
someone (don't remember who without going back to the message board) asked
if its difficult for everyone. i think some people just accept themselves and live
their lives but I think that for most people it is a big struggle. it understandable though.
Especially since society keeps telling us that it is wrong and unacceptable. well to society
I say, Its just love. nothing scary. easier said than done though. as of today i'm 27 and
still in the closet. nobody knows except for a small group of gay friends and a few ex-boyfriends and
my current boyfriend. God bless him. he keeps me sane. sorry about the long message. again
excellent site. your boyfriend is a fool for not spending more time with you. you
sound like a nice guy and you are really cute. If I was single and lived there, I definetely wouldn't
take you for granted. :) anyway. laterz everyone and have a good one. Bryan.
Nebraska. United States of America
